Tyle się teraz dzieje. Zamiast się uczyć, udaję że się uczę. Ale zamiast udawać, że się uczę powinnam robić coś zupełnie innego. Niestety w ostatnich dniach moje życie nie jest łatwe, choć do najtrudniejszych też nie należy. Właśnie o tym napisałam piosenkę. O tym co czuję w związku z ostatnimi wydarzeniami. Gdy wracałam dziś ze szkoły, poczułam, że jestem w stanie pisać piosenki. Tylko to chcą robić. I spać. Nic innego. Mam ochotę tylko na to żeby siąść, uciec od rzeczywistości na kilka godzin i napisać kilka piosenek. Nie ważne, że to tylko teksty i pewnie jakoś niepoprawne, ale to właśnie chcę robić. Przelać moje uczucia na papier.
Now there are so many things going on in my life. Instead of learning, I pretend that I'm learning. And instead of it I should do something else. Unfortunately last days my life isn't easy, although it isn't the hardest. And I wrote song just about this. About what I feel in view of recent developments. When I was coming home from school I felt like the one thing I want to do is writing songs. This and sleeping. Nothing else. I just want to sit, for few hours be somewhere else and write few songs. Don't matter they are in some way wrong but that's what I wanna do. Pour my feelings on paper.
Ja i Paula na urodzinach Klaudii.
Me and Paula at Klaudia's party.
You are wrong
You see the light
in front of me
Scream "Let's go"
but I can't help it
that I can't move
after words I heard from you
Remember I liked you
the most of the boys
Hard laugh we had
now it's all so gone
'Cuz those words you've said
are stuck in my head
Even if we get know each other
better than now
And we'll apologise for all that we had
Even if we both want to start again
There is no way it'll be the same
So if you think / I forgot /
all the wrong / things / I got from you
and if you think / all the bad /
talks, argues / mix / had pas me throught
You can realise that
you are completely wrong
'Cuz all the words I'd said before
Show what you've done
To me
You are wrong
You showed me that I
can fly in the sky
now you took my wings
and I fell so hard
you act like I said
"To me you are dead"
You were my best friend
now we're both really done
Hope you won't forget me
but I can't wait so long
to check you one day
if you still remember me
Even if we get know each other
better than now
And we'll apologise for all that we had
Even if we both want to start again
There is no way it'll be the same
So if you think / I forgot /
all the wrong / things / I got from you
and if you think / all the bad /
talks, argues / mix / had pas me throught
You can realise that
you are completely wrong
'Cuz all the words I'd said before
Show what you've done
To me
You are wrong
Just know that I'm hurt
as much as you
It's getting harder
when I think about you
that I like your ex-friend
You're so offended
for such stupid thing
So if you think / I forgot /
all the wrong / things / I got from you
and if you think / all the bad /
talks, argues / mix / had pas me throught
You can realise that
you are completely wrong
'Cuz all the words I'd said before
Show what you've done
To me
You are wrong
Maddi Jane
